Deep Secrets of My Heart

Well, i have had a crazy coupple of months! I did my first gate run on the FIRST week of camp! God stretched me in ways that i didn't think i could be stretched! We had 856 campers come to Christ this summer which was amazing! God told me that it would be a summer of healing and it was... i was witness to at least one person every week (usually more) gain physical healing! PRAISE GOD! What a miraculous God we do serve! Even though it saddens me to see summer come to its close, i am excited for what God has planned for the year! I know that God wants to open some doors for me and i believe that in His timming that it will be beautifully blessed! I am excited to see my friends... Sasha, Connie-lov, Megs....so many that i can't wait to see... but so many that i will missespecially one certian someone! May God's protection be over you all! It is diferent being back... i have stopped to reminess of the beloved poo fountian, the shoe war, our laugh attack and cold watter in Andrea's shower, the bee fiasco, the late night sneek to the pool,captian chaos, running after Rachelle in the dark, meeting Josh's family for the first time, late night strolls and prayer walks.... all the wonderful happenings of the summer! It truely was a remarkable summer! One huge thing that i recieved revelation on was that i tend to jump into things without first breaking things off in the spiritual rhelm! This revelation was most profound to me and i even had a chance to fix it and it makes SO much more of an impact than you think it would! Another point was grace, God tested me on my grace giving abilities and grew that peice of fruit in my life.... it was wonderful in the end but when i was going through it it was not pleasant! People need love, people need grace... we must allow those we love to make mistakes in order to grow! Not showing them love can be the most detrimental thing in their life when they are making a mistake! As humans we are never perfect... thats why we need the Lord with His mighty love and grace! I am SO thankful that when i make a mistake that i serve a God who is bigger than i who wont leave me because i make a bad decision or go in a wrong direction, that just kinda hit me tonight...how much He really does love me! I will end this little rant by being thankful for friends that love me unconditionally, thank-you..... for family that doesn't really have the choice but chooses to love me anyway, thank-you,.... to my special friend, who loves every part of me, even the parts i dont like, thank you hun!!! Be blessed you guys, see you soon!