Monday, November 27, 2006
C-H-R-I-S-T-M-A-S!
Hey Guys!!! Christmas is SOOOO soon around the corner! I have all of the corney Christmas music up and running as a constant! This past weekend was the anual Christmas banquet at Vangaurd which i enjoy every year not because it emans that we only have a few more weeks of school but because of all the awesoem people i get to see there! With all our crazy scheduals i find 
its hard to see one another and as i sit here... big sweater on...Christmas music palying.... and a warm cup in my hand (yeay starbux!).... i realize just how much i cherish those moments! Even if i dont get to spend a copious amount of time with you guys it was awesome to see you! Megs, connie, sasha, birdie, andrea, carissa and her beau dan, zerban, andrew, robbie, riley and everyone else that i haven't mentioned! Its funny how we come together..... how most people are a little bit nicer, show a little bit more love at Christmas than any o
ther season of the year! Its FANTASTIC! I always find that even on the day we celebrate Jesus's birthday that He still pours out His love on us like its our birthday! Do me a fav if you can.... 1) try to tell at least 10 people that you love them before school ends (b4 Christmas) 2) Do something nice thats out of your way for 3 people 3) Curl up with someone you love and enjoy it!
its hard to see one another and as i sit here... big sweater on...Christmas music palying.... and a warm cup in my hand (yeay starbux!).... i realize just how much i cherish those moments! Even if i dont get to spend a copious amount of time with you guys it was awesome to see you! Megs, connie, sasha, birdie, andrea, carissa and her beau dan, zerban, andrew, robbie, riley and everyone else that i haven't mentioned! Its funny how we come together..... how most people are a little bit nicer, show a little bit more love at Christmas than any o
ther season of the year! Its FANTASTIC! I always find that even on the day we celebrate Jesus's birthday that He still pours out His love on us like its our birthday! Do me a fav if you can.... 1) try to tell at least 10 people that you love them before school ends (b4 Christmas) 2) Do something nice thats out of your way for 3 people 3) Curl up with someone you love and enjoy it!
In the Christmas spirit if you could put your fav Christmas tradition or thing to do at Christm,as that would be fantastic! Be blessed guys!
Labels: Rambles
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I Told You So....
My life... an empty bliss of glorious crushing....my heart... saddened from the lack
stabbing pains remind me of my greatest fear.... watching from a distance.... shedding tears
the preposterous cycle....draining in and of itself....with longing on the shelf
what i want placed aside.... the task before me swallowing up my very being....my failures all too evident for me to ignore
I sit with my tear stained book....longing..... wanting to cultivate my desires.... but caught in the whirlwind that has so entrapped me
my time is limited.... the visits are short....as it comes to a close.... i face the haunting.... i face the hurting
through it all...i would not change a thing....my heart is left warm from the inflammation scaring.... my hand is left cold
It is better this way.... i have done my part....the role i play no longer needed....and off you go with your heart
perhaps i am too vulnerable....too bare you say....but you left better than you came.... and from that it will never be the same
...as you fade and gently slip away....i turn to see the bright of day.... i stand proud of what you, yourself have become.... and noticed that the cycle has now begun...
We all have cycles in our lives. We all have hearts. This is the good, the saddenned part. Enjoy it... this piece i mean.... if not at least perhaps my heart will be seen.
stabbing pains remind me of my greatest fear.... watching from a distance.... shedding tears
the preposterous cycle....draining in and of itself....with longing on the shelf
what i want placed aside.... the task before me swallowing up my very being....my failures all too evident for me to ignore
I sit with my tear stained book....longing..... wanting to cultivate my desires.... but caught in the whirlwind that has so entrapped me
my time is limited.... the visits are short....as it comes to a close.... i face the haunting.... i face the hurting
through it all...i would not change a thing....my heart is left warm from the inflammation scaring.... my hand is left cold
It is better this way.... i have done my part....the role i play no longer needed....and off you go with your heart
perhaps i am too vulnerable....too bare you say....but you left better than you came.... and from that it will never be the same
...as you fade and gently slip away....i turn to see the bright of day.... i stand proud of what you, yourself have become.... and noticed that the cycle has now begun...
We all have cycles in our lives. We all have hearts. This is the good, the saddenned part. Enjoy it... this piece i mean.... if not at least perhaps my heart will be seen.
