Deep Secrets of My Heart

Hey all! I hope that you have had such a wonderful week like i had! I went to my grandmothers in B.C on monday and relaxed and studied and then went on a road trip to Medicine Hat and Brooks! The weekend was SO enjoyable and filled with alot of things i love: worship, prayer, seeing friends, having some amazing conversations and the likes! I am honored to have such great friends! I had enormous breakthrough as well, where some of my struggles came to the surface and were dealt with! THANK YOU JESUS! But as i got home on Sunday i realized that i need to grow even more... today i recieved fresh passion for God and for my friends! I want to make my big Papa proud of me.... by ALL that i do! I want to do things right so that its Gods hand, i want to do things right to gaurd hearts, i want to do things right because i have fear~ This is a new thing for me, this respect and PASSION to have more of it to safegaurd myself and others from hurt... Do i make the right choices all the time? no. will i ever make the right desicion all the time? no. do i crave what God has for me? yes. do i want to stand in front of my Maker holy, pure and clean? YES. am i going to push myself to have a better fear of the Lord? thats a promise!

i stand in Your presence
holding Your hand
i stand in Your presence
becoming who i am

and i cry holy
You are so holy (x2)

i stand in your presence
awed by Your glory
i stand in Your presence
covered by your grace

and i sing holy
You are so holy (x2)

Well... I know that its a little late but I am going to tell you all about my wonderful weekend that I had a couple weeks ago~ To kick off this wonderful weekend my last class was finished early so I didn't have to miss any class to go to work! Whoop whoop for that! Later that evening one of my good brothers (not actual brother but the way black people mean brother...can anyone tell me which movie that's from?) Robbie sent me one of his new songs "Nothing Stays The Same" which I very much enjoyed, got to have some GREAT convos with friends and got to listen to some guitar solo's!mmmm...guitar! Then on saturday i went to my sisters ball and was feeling rather gorgeous... which is a rarity in Dawn's life.... and my mood was a Diana Crawl/Norah Jones/Frank Sinatra type relax mood. We went to the hotel that it was at and had a wonderful 7 course meal and afterwords i got to play with the camera and.... and this parts really exciting.... my dad taught me how to 2-step properly and pushed me around the dance floor!!! Then i got to dance with my brother-in-law..... for those of you who haven't met my brother in law, he doesn't dance... like not at all... and HE DANCED PEOPLE! Then i jived with my sister , it was extremely good...like MXC type good! Then on sunday had a WONDERFUL time at church where God just came and loved on me! whoop whoop! i give it 8 gazillion points! The first pic is just a really good one of me right before commencements, the next is a fuzzy pic od me, my sis and my bro-in-law and the last is my beutiful morning glory hair the next day! Anyway, i was excited! Be blessed!